I am a tsunami a big Piscean body of water with millions of creatures that live in it. There are earth quakes inside me and I build with tremendous force that causes overwhelming destruction. I am an act of god that makes people question the reason for my existence. I have no control over when the ground beneath me will shake with enough force cause activity. I am unpredictable and I sweep people up. Sometimes this is a wonderful thing. I do take people and move them, I shake them up and when I recede they are there and they choose what to do and where to go. I watch in the aftermath with an incredible sense of guilt and excitement. Despite my destructive nature I do what I do because it what I am. Years of experiences have created me. I am always changing and growing. It's painful. I change people and some run for higher ground. People get angry and I sometimes wish that I did not exist. I want the ground to stop shaking so I can slide up and lick their toes or gently cover up letters writen in the sand. Occasionally it calm and get to and people swim and play in me. But the warning sign is there and if you read it you know that I may be beautiful (on the in side)however enter at your own risk because only the strong will survive.
Sorry about all the typos in this or the other post I am exhausted, as I am sure most everone is.
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oh, honey. whooosh.
ReplyDeleteI wish I had the wisdom to respond to this in the way it deserves to be responded to. You are amazing, Suki, and the obstacles you've overcome are tremendous, and you should be proud of yourself for getting to the point where you are at. And I know you are a fighter who will not give up, and that's awesome!
ReplyDeletenow there's some awareness.
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damn girl.
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